DAY 24 of 365
Happy New Year! Is there someone out here reading my posts? I bet there isn’t. Anyways here I am trying to be back at my blogging even tho I know I suck at it. Enough of this non-sense intro. Hi self? how are you? still overthinking huh? poor you. I started this day having to feel the worst feeling ever. The feeling of not being enough. YEAH! Sucks right?
Oh well! Maybe I’m destined to just make everyone or someone happy except for myself. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not that lonely or sad. I am happy sometimes but not all the time and I guess thats normal. What I don’t want is this, having this fucking feelings again and again. This feeling where I truly exhausted all my efforts then ending up into nothing. I feel like thrash really.
Hope no one gets to read this freaking blog post, its stressful, not healthy and very pathetic. But still I need to drop it here, just so I can feel a little bit of relief that somehow this blog of mine can comfort me. I may not be enough, but maybe, just maybe… time will come, or should i say, pity will come to you (yes you) and it will make you realize that damn..I exist 24/7… Not only on the times that you need me or no one is there for you.
Chin up bitch you’re better than this.